..because really. Going from laughing and talking at 3 in the morning to getting up and finding out at about 8 - 9ish that the crying you've been hearing since 7 is about your life...
Again...why does this happen? Maybe there is something to be learned in it, but...not to Laurel and Ryan. Why did this happen to them? They're great people. They fucking took me in, for fuck's sake! Why them?
For you guys, I'll explain...
Ryan and Laurel were doing okay, but because of my life, they...did the unthinkable and took me on with no job and nothing to give them in return, and expecting nothing from me. So it was made aware that while Ryan had his job, it would be really nice that if I could, get a job alongside Laurel, who was trying to get a job as well, having quit her previous one to be able to be back in Ft. Collins again with her hubby (long story).
So this morning Ryan gets laid off. And neither Laurel or I have gotten any call backs from any of the jobs we applied for. It was only about 5 minutes ago that Laurel even got a phone call, shockingly enough, about a job.
But because of this...she can't take the part-time job, she has to get the full-time one. And...holy...
...we may end up leaving to Florida. Laurel's dad has offered us a place there. (And yeah, us. As in Ryan, Laurel, and me...which...just fucking blows my mind..I'm not even remotely related to them, just a psycho friend..and...Florida..? Oh gad...)
..so..yeah...loads of great fun today.
I'm going to crawl into a corner and try not to cry now, excuse me..